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Elton

Goodbye Yellow Brick Road

When are you going to come down?
When are you going to land?
I should have stayed on the farm,
I should have listened to my old man.

You know you can’t hold me forever,
I didn’t sign up with you.
I’m not a present for your friends to open,
This boy’s too young to be singing the blues.

So goodbye yellow brick road,
Where the dogs of society howl.
You can’t plant me in your penthouse,
I’m going back to my plough.

Back to the howling old owl in the woods,
Hunting the horny back toad.
Oh I’ve finally decided my future lies
Beyond the yellow brick road

What do you think you’ll do then?
I bet that’ll shoot down your plane.
It’ll take you a couple of vodka and tonics
To set you on your feet again

Maybe you’ll get a replacement,
There’s plenty like me to be found.
Mongrels, who ain’t got a penny,
Sniffing for tid-bits like you on the ground

Cansei.

Cansei de um monte de coisas e um monte de gente.

Vou procurar minha turma.

I miss my clothes.

I miss my pants, my skirts, my dresses.

I miss all.

I miss my body.

People call me “Wonder Woman”.

But sometimes I feel so fragile that everyone and everything is felt as a menace to my individual integrity.

The stress levels are unbelievable then.

The good news is that I don’t feel like that all the time.

I can see the surroundings and evaluate them properly. Most of the time.

I lost the thrill to blog about myself.

I don’t want anybody I know to read about my secrets.

But I’m full of thoughts and they are eating me up from inside.

Yesterday I conquered my fear. And it feels amazing.

I had to share this.

I eat when I am anxious.

I eat when I am tired.

My body needs these extra calories to cope with stress.

Otherwise I don’t feel hungry and eat quite normally.

To skip anxiety, run from bad people and problems. And if it doesn’t work, Diazepan.

For tiredness, go to sleep.

But, if even so I eat (because sometimes the world doesn’t function as I like), the next day is only-liquids-day.

He moved in.

I’m very happy. True.

But now I feel there is a different commitment for me.

I want this to work.

Life is so confuse to me nowadays.

I almost died.

And loving him makes me feel good. And I feel loved by him. This is fundamental.

I thought I wouldn’t have much time then. But our relationship gives me the sense of prevalence.

It’s 5 thirty in the morning and it rains.

The sound of the pouring water had woke me up.

My dog sleeping on the porch was all wet and crying to come inside the house.

I let him in.

The other dogs are awake too.

Nothing has left to do. Just blogging.

A última prova do Desafio LG é divulgar no maior número de blogs possíveis esse vídeo gracinha do Nick cantando:

Eu estou com o Nick e o Digital Drops nessa. Entre você também. O prazo é até meia noite de hoje, dia 18 de dezembro de 2008.

Você linka o video, linka o site do Desafio LG e avisa o Nick.

Dezembro está aí e a programação para o final de ano já está feita.

Na semana anterior ao Natal iremos para Monte Verde, MG de jipe, por uma estrada de terra para comprar queijos e outras gostosuras para nossa ceia aqui em casa.

A ceia de Natal será baseada em queijos e vinhos e outras guloseimas.

O reveillon será comemorado no restaurante Nanda e Will .Gastronômico numa festa exclusiva para poucas pessoas.

Diária: 400 reais. Reserve já. (liliana arroba liliana.com.br)

O Lugar

São Francisco Xavier, SP é uma pequena cidade aos pés da Serra da Mantiqueira com 4 mil habitantes.É calma, tranquila, silenciosa, bonita, bucólica. Um sonho de lugar.

Meu sítio fica ao lado da cidade. Dá para ir a pé numa caminhada. Localizado em cima de um morro, tem uma das vistas mais bonitas do local. Dispõe de todas as conveniências modernas: internet WI FI, TV por satélite, quartos confortáveis, aparelhos de ginásticas, lareiras, etc.. JIpe 4×4 para passeios pela região.

A Liliana

Médica com longa experiência e várias especializações. Neurocirurgiã, neurologista, homeopata, psicoterapeuta e fisiologista do exercício. Escreve em vários blogs.

A Proposta

Percebendo uma falta de opção para pessoas que necessitam de atenção e um local para descanso, recuperação, refúgio, enfim, um local para pessoas carentes de cuidados e carinhos serem acolhidas, minha proposta é receber essas pessoas em minha casa para passar períodos determinados incluindo-os em minha rotina. Essa proposta visa aqueles que não dispõe de alguém que os receba em períodos de doenças ou solidão oferecendo um ambiente amigável e acolhedor.

Não é uma clínica. Não é uma pousada. Não é um B&B. É minha casa.

O hóspede entrará na rotina da casa, terá uma companhia que é médica e psicoterapeuta. E com certeza se beneficiará disso visando o bem-estar.

O Custo

A diária é de 300 reais.

O Contato

Interessados podem entrar em contato pelos comentários desse blog ou pelo email liliana (arroba) liliana.com.br.

Visite o blog d’A Hospedagem da Liliana para maiores informações sobre o local e nossos pacotes!

Oferecemos também motorista para traslado. Serviço terceirizado cobrado a parte.

I’m overweight 10 pounds.

That’s not much considering what I’ve being through in the last year.

Death in the family, a divorce, illness, money losses, another separation, depression, etc..

Too many things to overcome with no harm to the scale.

But I think the storm is over.

The last full moon was beautiful and I could’ve noticed it. I could’ve looked at the sky detached from all the bad things because I don’t think all is bad anymore.

I have hope now.

I can see a future for me.

I have plans.

Even in the midst of this crazy market.

And now it’s the time to get even. To close my bill.

And it says ten pounds.

Now, excuse me cause I’m going to buy some fruits.

No more chocolates for me.

I don’t need them anymore.

I’m older. 46.

It was my birthday on October, 8th.

Usually it’s Liliana’s International Day and I celebrate a lot.

But this time, I decided to do something different.

I just waited to see if anyone remembered the date.

Fascinating…

Only a few did.

At this moment of my life, I’m very cynical and I’m changing things completely. All my relationships, my business, my personal goals are being evaluated.

And I can say I’m very satisfied with my accomplishments.

I can rest my head on my pillow and sleep very nicely, thank you.

I smile less, but I laugh sometimes.

(Life made me tough.)

Hmmm…

Let me see.

I have a new patient to diagnose.

First, I will talk to the patient untill I have all my questions answered.

Second, I will exam the guy. I will put my hands over the body of the person and squeeze him untill I’m satisfied and find nothing or something.

(What is this huge hard ball in his stomach? I’ll ask for an X-ray. Look! It’s radiopaque. This must be removed.)

End of the episode.

Why is so difficult to a woman to have a girl friend?

Today I have only two girl friends and some male friends.

What do you think about a person who denies you help when you are sick and six months later tells you she misses you?

One day, I will have a house right there.